THE DAY I TOOK NOTE
I I have a fair idea of how the world bares its teeth at failure yet pops champagne to success when you finally rise. Of how suffering earns little sympathy, but prosperity suddenly attracts investigators.... everyone wanting to trace the source of your shine. Then, without warning, doors that once swallowed keys and slammed in your face now cough out welcomes. Drinking glasses gossip. Walls that ignored your knock learn your name by heart. I have a fair idea. II I have a fair idea of laughter that leaks betrayal. Of praise rehearsed before mirrors, pressed like Sunday fugu, kaba and slit, shouted boldly in your presence and folded behind your back like collapsible chair. Smiles that arrive authentic and depart counterfeit. Smiles that clap in careful sycophancy, counting your steps as you climb the stairs of uncertainty, awaiting your big fall!! I have a fair idea. III I have a fair idea of the day my body becomes motionless....